kjp
Well, it's over. Maybe some details later, maybe.
I'm buggered though. Physically, emotionally, mentally draining.
In the church - 200 seats - all taken (except one, but that was a reserved one - there was a slight mixup, anyhow). The bits of paper at the door that people sign to say they were there (not everyone signed it) - was 390 names... in a suburban church. Apparently a whole big bunch of people though dad was a good guy.!
Anyhow, when that many people are singing, you have to play pretty loudly!
A dinner to go to tonight. And then that will be it - over.
Well, not really over, just a different stage in greiving begins...
ohh, re: my thing last night saying that today might be the second worst day of my life.
not sure about that. definitely sad, upsetting, distressing (especially the first bit at the chapel at the funeral people with the coffin) but happy, fun, enjoyable, good.
so today isn't a "good day" and isn't a "bad day" it's a mix of all sorts of stuff.