kjp

I spent today in the house (except for a brief drive to the shop to get some soup, bread and fruit). I woke up feeling pretty awful, and so had my second ever day off work sick. I spent most of the morning and early afternoon (until 3pm or so) in bed. Hopefully haven't slept too much during the day (as otherwise sleep may be difficult tonight?).

I think that I should be ok tomorrow. (Fingers crossed).

My standard response to people (when they ask how are you going after dad dying), is "OK, but sometimes pretty bad - just depends on what random thoughts are floating through my head". Or something like that. I think that this is wrong - I'm not OK, but I don't know what I can do about it to make anything better (other than building a time machine and finding a cure). It's a problem (like for a bit of yesterday afternoon) when I can't concentrate on stuff enough.